Devil'sPlayground (feat. Eliza Grace)

I did it again But I swear to god that I changed and I'm not the same now So I pop a couple pills and I swear to god That I'm on the devils playground Got me lookin' for a way out Got me lookin for a way out Got me lookin for a way out But I don't wanna blow my stupid fuckin brains out Ya know ya got me feelin' that way I Don't think I'm feelin' alright Don't think I'm feelin' alright If ya goin' keep it goin' all night Ya know ya got me feelin' that way I Don't think I'm feelin' alright Don't think I'm feelin' alright If ya goin' keep it goin' all night Keep it goin' keep it goin' all hype What is drama without trauma no lie I don't really have the time I just wanted peace of mind Something I can never find Since you're always on my back Since you never take my side Why should I split up mine Why should I share my shine Why should I even ask when my mind is made, heart made of ice I been tryna touch new heights We been in fights I've been the one with the wound That was bleeding and one with the knife I been the one who was right And wrong and all in the same night I been the center, yes I been the type I've been the dragon and I've been the knight I been the one with no blanket who still woke Up sweatin' my hands shiver clutchin' at life I been the one who was caught up inside A reflection rejecting to look in my eyes I been the one that's right under your nose and Still up in your face and yet I been out of sight I did it again But I swear to god that I changed and I'm not the same now So I pop a couple pills and I swear to god That I'm on the devils playground Got me lookin for a way out Got me lookin for a way out Got me lookin for a way out But I don't wanna blow my stupid fuckin' brains out Ya know ya got me feelin' that way I Don't think I'm feelin' alright Don't think I'm feelin' alright If ya goin' keep it goin' all night Ya know ya got me feelin' that way I Don't think I'm feelin' alright Don't think I'm feelin' alright 'Til your lips, 'Til your lips run dry Keep spilling, spilling that lie Ashamed and terrified I turned on all the lights And when we fall apart We can go back to the start Pick up all the pieces and preserve them in a jar You say I don't know who I am But there's some comfort in feeling The same terrible things So stay holding my hand 'Cause there's some comfort in feeling The same terrible things Throw me into all of my darkest and deepest ends Tell me that I can get out and get use to it Throw you in too, light a match make a fire pit Run you down deep and down over our memories Salvage the rest or the best or what's left of me Cry say your sorry, I'll bet you're use to it It's like we're immune to it I did it again But I swear to god that I changed and I'm not the same now So I pop a couple pills and I swear to god That I'm on the devils playground Got me lookin' for a way out Got me lookin' for a way out Got me lookin' for a way out But I don't wanna blow my stupid fuckin' brains out Ya know ya got me feelin' that way I Don't think I'm feelin' alright Don't think I'm feelin' alright Keep it goin' all night Ya know ya got me feelin' that way I Don't think I'm feelin' alright Don't think I'm feelin' alright Keep it goin' all night