Both All the Time

Will I stop crying for once? It's hurting my eyes There's a difference between lonely and lonesome But I'm both all the time Yeah, I'm both all the time I don't let myself out But I like it like that I don't get the point of leaving my house 'Cause I always come back Yeah, I always come back And I'm too scared to look I never know what happens So I keep rereading the same book 'Cause I know how it ends Yeah, I know how it ends I'm loneliest at night After my shower, beer And I'll go to sleep without turning out the lights Pretend like somebody's here Pretend like somebody's here