Exless

I don't know why But I'm feeling like I need to scream on the highway Windows down In the middle of winter Miss family dinner But it's not like There'd be much on my plate anyway "Why'd you have to leave?" Or "Why did you cheat?" Shout something cathartic Or borderline pathetic Write it out and send it Hope that you don't get it But it's not like I have much to say anyway No, it's not like I have much to say anyway 'Cause I don't have an ex I don't have a one that got away And I always forget, oh That I can't count the boys I didn't date So why do I feel this way When I don't have an ex I don't know why It's been on my mind I've never not been lonely It's not like I Haven't had a few heartbreaks More than I've had dates But I just want to love before I lose But I know I'm young Got nothing but time But I'm only growing older And I wanna invest in Something I'll regret is That a big request 'Cause I just want to play the radio And shout about a feeling that I know But I don't have an ex I don't have a one that got away And I always forget, oh That I can't count the boys I didn't date So why do I feel this way When I don't have an ex 'Cause I thought it'd be you To break my heart if you had to Would have let it slide if I had Got to call you mine But instead I'm on my own Back to what I'm used to Without you 'Cause I thought it'd be you To break my heart if you had to Would have let it slide if I had Got to call you mine But instead I'm on my own Back to what I'm used to Without you And I might be a mess What did I expect? When I don't have a one that got away And I always forget, oh That I can't count the boys I didn't date Why do I feel this way? When I don't have an ex