Steps

I have to accept

You're gonna breath down my neck

Forever until I'm dead

Forever ever ever ever

I’m watching our sex

On the screen in my bed

Didn't skip ahead

Just let it

   

Funny now

I'm deep throating the barrel of a different gun

How comeit hurts so much when you become your mother?

She's concussed cause’ reality bites

I'm never enough

And i still can’t find out why

      

You took two steps forward

I took two steps back

I hesitated

And you attacked

Ever so gently

Ruined everything

That we knew

OKAY

I dropped acid on my own

Climbed up the river on all fours

Laughing maniacally HA HA

No no I’m not going crazy

This is how things should have been

My own best friend without wasting

Precious life force crying

Over someone who liked lying lying

     

Funny now

This new world wide

That I sought to find

Feels more yours than mine

For someone so shy

You don't seem to mind

Having it all

Without wondering why

UMM

      

You took two steps forward

I took two steps back

I hesitated

And you attacked

Ever so gently

Ruined everything

That we knew

     

I came across a magical pool

The colours like a Wong Kar-wai movie

Above loomed two trees entwined by vines

Side by side

Everything beautiful

Reminds me of you

Hence my rage, my pain remains

I can’t see through

How long till I move on?

      

I have to accept

The temporal nature of the way we all connect

It’s never ever ever gonna be the same again

Just keep charging ahead

At least you got heaven to anticipate in the end!

      

You took two steps forward

I took two steps back

I hesitated

And you attacked

Ever so gently

Ruined everything

You took two steps forward

I took two steps back

I hesitated

And you attacked

Ever so gently

Ruined everything

That we knew