Toxicity

For a second I thought I found someone true Then he left me for another girl that's nothing new And sometimes I get happy then I fail I swear if I keep living I'll be in jail Cause all these bad decisions They make me lose my vision Why do I have to be the one to lose? And why can't I be the one to choose To die? It's not fair I wish you were here Pain's when I'm stuck on you but you're not stuck on me And love's when you wanna give up 'cause you can hardly breathe And giving up was never an option but now I have no choice 'Cause there won't be a you and me toxicity For a second I thought that it was real 'Til I realized it's with you I just can't heal And sometimes I can't take it anymore And we'd fight like we're at war You said that I've been changing You even said I'm going crazy Why do you never even take the blame for once You left me to feel ashamed for months It's not fair But you don't care Pain's when I'm stuck on you but you're not stuck on me And love's when you wanna give up 'cause you can hardly breathe And giving up was never an option but now I have no choice 'Cause there won't be a you and me toxicity No, there won't be a you and me toxicity