Mess It Up

Opened two double doors

Typical, pretty sure I could grow up

Probably chemical

I took up walking to turn it all off

Doesn't feel bearable

Guess I thought when I left, it would all stop

It would all stop

Did I fall out of line when I called you?

When I told you, "I'm fine", you were lied to

How could I think that all that I gave you was enough?

'Cause every time I get too close, I just go mess it up

Funny that didn't work

I could be anywhere

I'm on your block

Cynical

Terrible

Kicking myself with my gut in a knot

'Cause I heard that you're happier

Heard that you're happier

Hope that you're sleeping well, knowing I'm not

I'm doing too much

Did I fall out of line when I called you?

Did I fall out of line?

When I told you, "I'm fine", you were lied to

When I told you, "I'm fine"-

I told you I am lying

How could I think that all that I gave you was enough?

'Cause every time I get too close, I just go mess it up

I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in

We could make it better, breaking every habit

Pull myself together

You could watch it happen

Let it happen

Let it happen

I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in

We could make it better, breaking every habit

Pull myself together

You could watch it happen

Let it happen

Let it happen

I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in

Did I fall out of line when I called you?

We could make it better, breaking every habit

Pull myself together

You could watch it happen

When I told you, "I'm fine", you were lied to

Let it happen

Let it happen

I told you that I'm lying

I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in

How could I think that all I gave you was enough?

We could make it better, breaking every habit

Pull myself together

You could watch it happen

'Cause everytime I get too close, I just go mess it up

Let it happen

Let it happen