Seeing Things

Took an inventory of my fears and resentments Everything I ever loved, everything that made me nervous At the very least it led me to you, I hope it happened for a reason I hope I play it backwards and there's a hidden meaning But I can't tell if you're really here Yesterday, I said your name three times in the mirror And nothing happened I wish you'd fuck with my head Sneak up right behind me, scare me to death But nothing happens I don't wanna take your kindness and weaponize it I don't wanna point it at myself, turn it into something violent It's just that when you're rational, I think that you hate me Nightmares in reverse, I don't run and you don't chase me I can't tell if you're really here Yesterday, I said your name three times in the mirror But nothing happened I wish you'd fuck with my head Sneak up right behind me, scare me to death But nothing happens I bet we're in a room and I'm checking my blindspots I bet I think something is wrong and it's not It's not, it's not, it's not, it's not It's not, it's not Seeing each other seeing things Seeing each other seeing things But nothing happens I wish you'd fuck with my head Sneak up right behind me, scare me to death But nothing happens I hope something happens