I’m usually pretty good at putting on a mask, I mean I do it all the time

If anyone ever suspects something’s wrong, I shut them off with ‘I’m fine’

I'm fine can't you see everything around me

Is cloud nine, wanna be anything without me

Decline intertwine and carry my surroundings

And I've tried everything I'm losing who I used to be

I'm fine can't you see everything around me

Is cloud nine, wanna be anything without me

Decline intertwine and carry my surroundings

And I've tried everything I'm losing who I used to be

And I can't keep going on like this

Doing wrong like this

Problems just persist

And I sit back feel my stomach twist

Where we first kissed

Now we co-exist

Do they wanna be friends?

Or will they just play pretend

Am I just insecure

I don’t know anymore

I’m trying not to let it all out

But instead I shut you all down

Yeah I got issues you got them too

You gave them to me guess I’ll take yours too

I feel like lately everyone hates me

Or is it that I’m going crazy

Am I not good enough

For the ones that I love

So tell me I’m right

I see the distance in your eyes

The house of my soul

Never felt so cold

I'm fine can't you see everything around me

Is cloud nine, wanna be anything without me

Decline intertwine and carry my surroundings

And I've tried everything I'm losing who I used to be

I'm fine can't you see everything around me

Is cloud nine, wanna be anything without me

Decline intertwine and carry my surroundings

And I've tried everything I'm losing who I used to be

And I can't keep going on like this

Doing wrong like this, problems just persist

Dice fell back

Felt my stomach twist

When we first kissed

Now we coexist