Weight

Weight on my shoulders Down in my downtime Speak to me softly The weight is killing me Still on my mind, yeah Pray for me nightly Feel myself crossing over The weight is killing me Don't tell me I'm alright I can feel the pain Breaking my back for you to need space All this time you're saying my name Just to keep me close and feel safe Open my eyes for a minute I don't got time for these gimmicks All of my thoughts End up crawling back to you I don't know what the fuck to do It's my fault when you call and I answer it And my walls break down From the weight of this Weight on my shoulders Down in my downtime Speak to me softly The weight is killing me Still on my mind, yeah Pray for me nightly Feel myself crossing over The weight is killing me Family parties every time they ask me How's she doing, making sure you're happy Wish they knew the truth about the way you Fucked me up inside Every single way you changed me Stems from the way you break me Thinking that I love you more than you love me It ain't true I don't know what the fuck to do It's my fault when you call and I answer it And my walls break down From the weight of this Weight on my shoulders Down in my downtime Speak to me softly The weight is killing me Still on my mind, yeah Pray for me nightly Feel myself crossing over The weight is killing me