Without the Bitter, The Sweet Ain't as Sweet

In time she'll know it's not her I can feel myself losing my course My ships are sailing into dark water There's no safe shore in sight Just something much bigger than us Gale force winds in our sails All hands on deck You wanted to feel loved To feel like there was hope It seemed like there was nothing there You needed to feel safe To know that we're okay Unaware it was more than I could bear You should have been there You should have noticed How dark it's been all along The light that was once there To guide me from twilight Has been stamped out and doused with you gone This mast has broken somehow Turbulent seas in our way Direction is out of my hands Please just stay Abandoned yet steering somehow This fog still flooding my mind Chemically tracing the pain Let me go You wanted to feel loved To feel like there was hope It seemed like there was nothing there You needed to feel safe To know that we're okay Unaware it was more than I could bear You should have been there You should have noticed How dark it's been all along The light that was once there To guide me from twilight Has been stamped out and doused with you gone