Compulsive Bomber

It's almost time With a bomb in my hand and a pair of empty eyes Good night people, tonight I I'll explode it all high into the sky I feel betrayed With a bomb in my hand tears are streaming down my face I wanna fill the sky with a light show Like the scenes in the dreams that I'd seen long ago And yet today is no good, I And yet, I couldn't do it this time Blowing up the past is all I wanted to do Singing out memories I still have of you Take these days and make it all explode Take my heart so I can feel no more It's not fair at all, when I still recall All the little things you did I can't forget it I just wanna watch this room explode I don't wanna have these dreams anymore That's why tonight, I'll I'll blow it all up, blow it high into the sky It's almost time With a bomb in my hand and a pair of empty eyes Although it's pretty crowded today, too No one cares, though this bomb is plain in view Back then I didn't understand it Back then I took it all for granted But no matter what, you're always there by my side Whichever way it blows These memories won't die Take that summer, make it all explode Take my memories and what they hold It's cruel, can't you see? Without any worry you just went and disappeared You up and left me! I just wanna watch this town explode I don't wanna feel this pain anymore That's why tonight, I'll I'll blow it all up, blow it high into the sky I wish I could've just smiled more I wish I could do it all once more Though they died that day, they'll find their way back to you These pink carnations are forever in bloom Take these days and make it all explode Take my heart so I can feel no more I don't care at all if no one at all feels the suffering I do To hell with them too! I just wanna watch the world explode If you go away, then I'll be all right It's now or never Get out of my sight! So I'm gonna make it all explode 'Cuz with that I'll never feel no more It's not fair at all, when I still recall All the little things you did I can't forget it I just wanna watch the night explode Not these memories of you that I hold That's why tonight, I'll I'll blow it all up, blow it high into the sky