Awhile

Blank my stare is through these walls Built around my grief Desperate, burning angst Whole life for relief Rain's lament... owl's weep Raging hope... hoping bleed Never gone... never trust Your next word... your last cast The more I believe, the less of you holds me And deeper I fall into a trap of despair Minutes last as years Confess for every act Years last as timelessness Whole life is not enough Dissolved in wait Dissolved in solitude Gaining all my cold Seeking warmth in you Tears in rain... bittersweet Live in vain... once to see Longing hands... glazing eyes Forevermore... you've gone awhile The more I believe, the less of you holds me And deeper I fall into a trap of despair Forevermore I'm broken hollow You've gone awhile forevermore Sacrificial timespan Immolated infinity Running out of time One and only adoration Forevermore you've gone awhile Ever after I hate the time Forevermore you've gone awhile Forevermore! Praying to holy ghost Falling to frantic reveries Living the life of wreath Withering Loving together, dying alone My desperation, eternal woe Forevermore you've gone awhile Forevermore I'm broken hollow Forevermore you've gone awhile