Barely Breathing

Wasting money, wasting time I'm guilty by design I'm walking on the line And I might lose it all this time They said I wish you well Way back they wished me hell And now my name's ringing bells So try your best to not kill yourselves I'm awake, I'm barely breathing Don't know if you still believe in me Upset with what you're seeing I'm alright if you take it out on me Take my money, leave my pride (Leave my pride) Waste another sleepless night (Sleepless night) Never said I'd run and hide (Run and hide) Now my life's one big divide Decide Am I a compromise (Am I?) Or a catalyst for lies (Oh no) Stuck between these walls I feel dead inside, not your fault but mine It's not your fault, it's mine Seems I've crossed the line again And time's not on my side To feel alive I've gotta die again And I don't want these drugs to be my friend I can't pretend this existential dread ain't here I'm awake, I'm barely breathing Don't know if you still believe in me Upset with what you're seeing I'm alright if you take it out on me You can take it out on me I'm alright if you take it out on me You can take it out on me