stoned

After the party, I walked home

Alone

Alone

Talked to God like I believe

Him but

I don't

Felt so lonely, made me want

To sink

Not float

I crushed the feeling with a smoke

So stoned

So stoned

I thought of you and what you chose

It made

Me cry

Couldn't get my breathing right

All night

All night

I still remember every word

You spoke

To me

You paid for lies to be made truth

Does that

Fuck with you?

I had forgiveness in my heart

You knew

You knew

After the party, I walked home

Alone