Hiding Under Water

Heaven don't want me Heaven don't fool me No one will understand And it's all right I'm feeling these changes Everybody is strangers No one will give a damn And I guess that's life You say you got a feeling You figured out the writing on the wall And angels on the ceiling Don't come to you when you call So you found your own religion And searched your heart for something more Still naked in the kitchen Trying to wipe yourself off of the floor No I won't take you for granted These broken arms can hold you No I won't take you for granted You say it don't matter You're living loud and living long And hear the phony laughter Echoing on and on I'm hiding under water I pray to God wash me away Can't hear the child's wonder My innocence got hushed along the way No I won't take you for granted These broken arms can hold you No I won't take you for granted No I want leave you abandoned This broken heart can love you still No I won't take you for granted And you don't say a word Inside I know And you don't say that it hurts Tonight killed slowly All the love in the world Won't let you let go Let you let go now Hold on your soul will rise again I know that it will Hold on your soul will rise again I know that it will Hold on your soul will rise again I know that it will Maybe heaven will want me Maybe heaven won't fool me Maybe someone will give a damn And I'll have a life You say you got a feeling