Four Leaf Dream

I was so mad at you for leaving, but Thank God, you did My mind's a constant stream of what I should've said, I was So overwhelmed by all you had done And it's unusual, I never jump the gun I let it all just drift away If only I had time to make it all okay And God I've tried, it took a while for me to see That it wasn't right You were my never-ending, four-leaf dream You held the keys to what was bittersweet Now you're my past tense, intense company Maybe I'll go back to sleep I was so mad at me for seeing what was never there I painted pictures with the words that you prepared, I was So overwhelmed by all you had done And it's confusing, 'cause you let me hold the gun I watched it all drift away If only I had time to make it all okay And God I've tried, it took a while for me to see That it wasn't right You were my never-ending, four-leaf dream You held the keys to what was bittersweet Now you're my past tense, intense company Hope I don't fall back asleep...