Pears

The paintings on the wall, they keep haunting me I wish I could recall what you've done to me My feelings won't resolve till you talk to me And I'm certain that you'll call, but I'm too naive Sometimes I feel alone Hide in my secrets you need to know I cannot feel no more All of my demons with me at home I saw your face in the water I can't replace what we started, I did Everything that you could've wanted Everything's better when you're honest Out in public to keep me up I don't like what I'm dreaming of Things we're taking don't give enough I'm tired of hating what I've become It's hard to deal with everything I'm ignoring And to be real, I probably won't even show it I don't know why I wake up every morning You don't know why you're with me in the moment But please don't go away I'll believe it all, every word you say I can't take the fall, I need you to blame You been in my thoughts, running through my brain Sometimes I feel alone Hide in my secrets you need to know I cannot feel no more All of my demons with me at home I saw your face in the water I can't replace what we started, I did Everything that you could've wanted Everything's better when you're honest Out in public to keep me up I don't like what I'm dreaming of Things we're taking don't give enough I'm tired of hating what I've become Baby honestly I think that I would rather sleep I never want to show The way that I can bleed