Drowning

Standing in a garden of fallacies That I found as I awoke from this lucid dream Brick by brick, I let you build my prison Renumeration for my suffering I've burned my candle out at both ends I've traded pain for apotheosis Is this sentence escapable? Or is my pain my only home? Cold and distant I shiver at your touch Is this salvation? Or have I seen this all before? In repose It's as if I saw this coming I dream of drowning in the black Just to feel something again I fear falling asleep at night I fear discovering these nightmares That creep into my mind I fear falling asleep at night I fear discovering these nightmares I dream of drowning in the black Just to feel something again I cheated god in the deal we made I cheated god in the deal we made But nothing ever lasts forever I see myself in you but we are not the same The only common ground we share is this goddamn name I cheated god I cheated god Blame me for my past, don't forget my name From the surface, everything seemed brighter But behind my mask, I'm chasing the rainbows in my head I let them in The wolves have waited patiently Their claws are digging in And I start to feel alive again I fear falling asleep at night I fear discovering these nightmares That creep into my mind I fear falling asleep at night I fear discovering these nightmares I dream of drowning in the black Just to feel something again Go! Yeah!