Party

Come out darkness

Don't swallow me

Over the years

You've learned to hide

I don't wanna ruin this party

I do feel sad and feel happy

What is wrong with me?

People sit down

I'll lay low now

Cold light flashes on a muffled sound

I watch myself moving around

Holding this glass

Putting it down

I can't focus

Sitting next to my body

It's painful to see

Why does it feel like a lie

I smile and cry inside