Dark Until December

Someday we'll meet again We'll meet again, we'll meet again Oh, oh Someday we'll meet again We'll meet again, we'll meet again Yeah, took some drugs to relax, yeah, I know I'm a mess I can't tell who's a friend or why the fuck I'm depressed Tryna build somethin' new but I get stuck in the past Expensive suicidal thoughts, flyin' in first class Don't wanna talk about it, don't wanna scream I feel safer in my nightmare, just let me sleep And hopefully, I never wake up, I never say much I'm losin' my touch but I'm in love with the rush, fuck (Someday we'll meet again, we'll meet again) But fuck that, I really hope I never meet you I'm sick of yellin' at the mirror every time I see you (oh, oh) Why don't you get it through your head that I don't fuckin' need you? You always tell me it's okay but I just don't believe you Uh, and I don't wanna hear these lies And I see my own reflection look me right into my eyes And he said I know loving things that hurt you got you feelin' weary A broken soul, I'm tryna guide you, but you don't hear me Lost touch with some people you used to love dearly Lost sight of certain things you used to see clearly All alone inside your head, you tryna find your worth People hurt you, they broke you, they left you in the dirt I know your heart's been broken I know you lost for words And your silence is the saddest thing I ever heard Someday we'll meet again We'll meet again, we'll meet again Oh, oh Someday we'll meet again We'll meet again, we'll meet again Yeah So many rappers passin', got a feeling I'm next Why they take Mac from us? Tell me, why they take X? I don't mean to be negative 'cause I know that I'm blessed I just feel that every moment I get closer to death I went broke in 2020, lost a friend to addiction So distracted by past, that I haven't been livin' Lost my momma to a man, I lost my dad to the system I try not to let it show but it's so hard 'cause I miss 'em But I love 'em with my heart, my whole heart and nothin' but that Always pray our souls will meet again, hopin' they come back Try to quit these vices but I run back Hope my momma never has to say the words, "I wish I had my son back" But why the fuck do I feel like it's better if I'm not here? What if I took every fuckin' substances that I got here What if I just take 'em while I'm writin' and never finish What if I took my last breath and I just dropped here Would they forget about me or would they all miss me? Or would they dig up all my flaws and would they all diss me? What if I chose to stay here and I lost everything Would they go their separate ways or would they fall with me? Yeah, I guess that I'll never know I know you hidin' some emotions that you dyin' to show I only wrote this song 'cause I know someone out there feels the same Prayin' there's a life that I can change Yours truly Someday we'll meet again We'll meet again, we'll meet again Oh, oh Someday we'll meet again We'll meet again, we'll meet again