Crying in the Club

(I'm cryin' in the club right now) I don't think I like it here Nothing spoken sounds sincere I get the feeling they're frustrated I'm the same as I was last year Maybe they don't see the changes 'Cause they're all at different stages 'Cause maybe I'm a step ahead Maybe I'm not ready yet Nothing changes, if nothing changes Nothing changes, if nothing changes Nothing changes, if nothing changes Nothing changes Nothing changes, if nothing changes Nothing changes, if nothing changes Nothing changes, if nothing changes Nothing changes You don't know me, but I don't mind 'cause I don't either And I won't lie, I tried to be someone that needs you But I can shape shift, I can fake shit I can fix and I can break it Do you like what you see now? Maybe I'm not ready yet Bad habits don't fill me up like they used to Lately, I'm so empty, I'm see through But then, the sun can shine straight in And cleanse my body of all its sins Everything that's been inflicted, everything that I resisted Nothing changes, if nothing changes Nothing changes, if nothing changes Nothing changes, if nothing changes Nothing changes Nothing changes, if nothing changes Nothing changes, if nothing changes Nothing changes, if nothing changes Nothing changes You don't know me, but I don't mind 'cause I don't either And I won't lie, I tried to be someone that needs you But I can shape shift, I can fake shit I can fix and I can break it Do you like what you see now? You're never gonna know me I'm never lonely You're never gonna know me I'm never lonely You don't know me, but I don't mind 'cause I don't either And I won't lie, I tried to be someone that needs you But I can shape shift, I can fake shit I can fix and I can break it Do you like what you see now? (I never fuckin' loved you)