Time Without Purpose Is a Prison

Trees are making me feel like I'm not alone Only in the daylight, when the moon comes up it's something more Stereo the image I'm controlling with my mental state Pulling all the stars together manually constellate Running from myself only to find I don't know the way I can't explain how intense it was I felt the pain Showed my own death now I'm living for the present day Maybe it's inevitable anyway Take the next step amongst the many interwinding paths Something's in the sky but I'm focussed staying on the grass Hope I live a way in which I'm always thinking of my craft Think about my past all I can do is just look and laugh Funny how mistakes can become your teacher Learning lessons everyday but they've been getting deeper In the night time never used to be a healthy sleeper Now I need it coz I'm living with a life that's sweeter (Uh) Family watched me level up In my previous state telling me I'm not enough Sitting at the dinner table I can see it now They were disapproving of my ventures tell me how I went against the grain living with my own pain Used their words as fuel in that I take no shame Angered looks I could see it on their Fucking brows Cut to today now I got 'em all in my crowds What a thing to do Decipher what is true Pass the point of no return you're seeing shades of blue Splitting up the planes of life Energy darker at night Pull to the side Locate the vibe Boost up the stereo gain is high (Ay) Pressure paramount if I'm waiting for what's coming for me I don't seem to deep that I am only product of my story Pulling me down I would do shit different surely We will not see eye to eye until you hear the screams they cry I wonder through a hindered mind and start to build a different sky above us I cannot trust Life is now death so I'm just waiting to combust Sitting at the crossroads I felt many different kinds of feeling Some of which would show me how to live and some would show me demons If I look ahead I see the world around me deconstructing Screaming out my name I guess I had to show that death is loving Fly off in the sound until you've got to find your way to something Home is safe is life is hope is someone help I think I'm brainless Moon child dancing smoking hyping if I die my songs don't wipe them Hidden in these waves is all my answers from a plane that's shining Going Going Gone My thoughts make a song Help me do no wrong See where I belong Trust a life that's fiction Deep me will you listen What I spit is how I'm feeling I will stay consistent What a thing to do Decipher what is true Pass the point of no return you're seeing shades of blue Splitting up the planes of life Energy darker at night Pull to the side Locate the vibe Boost up the stereo gain is high What a thing to do Ain't no better moods Only difference from the other is they're different tools Speaking in riddle wave I do not say what I don't wanna say I will not watch and pray Nowhere but forward I'm present today