Astrovan

I love you, I'm nervous, my heart beats imperfectly, sometimes I act like a clown

In bright colored makeup, to hide my mistakes and the fear that you'll figure me out

The deep purple sadness that washes my eyelids

I lift them up trying to look at you now

With love on my fingers, I move to deliver, the powerful thing that I felt

I love you, don't worry, it's just temporary, my back turned against you at night

A magnetic heat, it released all my demons, I dream that my dreams are on fire

The cool of your breath pulling in pulls me back, I uncurl like a flower in the yellowing light

Your eyes slowly open, two bluebirds arriving to land on the branch of my mind

I love you, forgive me, my suitcase is empty, I lost all the things that I am

Like kissing you tenderly, right off the highway, the back of a gold Astrovan

The best that I have are all things that you gave me, I'll find a way baby to give them all back

The sky up above and the kindness of love and the truth even when it hurts bad