Say When

Don't wake me up, for once you're not leaving And all your disgust was a misunderstanding My habits remember you like you're still in my veins Give me my words and turn them to silence You've done your worst but I'm still deciding If I'm to blame, like you've always explained Say when to run, I'll chase you after Despite our contagious disaster There's some things you can't undo Say when to jump, I'll raise you higher Surrender myself into the fire When will I learn to let go of you Don't look at me, I'm not as pretty No one believes there's poison in vanity But you carved me out, do I look pretty now You claimed my skin, it was yours to discover Flooded within, I knew what it meant to suffer My sadness craves for you, like you're still my escape Say when to run, I'll chase you after Despite our contagious disaster There's some things you can't undo Say when to jump, I'll raise you higher Surrender myself into the fire When will I learn to let go of you My habits remember you like you're still in my veins My sadness craves for you like you're still my escape Just say when to crawl to you and I'll be on my way