Lost in Disarray

I'm caught anew this frame of gloom

waiting for a chance to break the circle

a guillotine, a photograph of the light

that used to grace my room

from the top of the mountain

there is no way but going down

consumed by sex, a rush of tears

a song before the curtains fall

my soul's aflame

I am so tired and feel ashamed

I am here to say I'm lost in disarray

only your love can help me find my way

the floors are sucking me in

I am a devil in despair

without you here to follow into the night

I slowly come undone

on hands and knees I crawl

no one's there to catch my fall

my soul's aflame

I feel without your love I'm fading

my soul's aflame

and I can't brave another day

I'm here to say I'm lost in disarray

help me fine my way