I'd never want to make you feel I'm haunted
By what I have to do to keep you well
But ghosts of who I was come back to taunt me
I used to be more carefree than now
Getaways don't feel the same
I'm wondering if you're ok
I wish I wasn't worried all the time
Even when I need my space
I feel so guilty I keep thinking one day you'll be gone
And I'll give anything to have a
Day with you walking in the world
Doing nothing in particular
We'll lay in the sun
I'll watch you laugh
It's my favorite way you're still yourself
I'd give anything to have a day
With you walking in the world
Doing nothing in particular
We'll lay in the sun
I'll watch you laugh
It's my favorite way you're still yourself
I'd never want to make you feel I'm haunted
By what I have to do to keep you well
But ghosts of who I was come back to taunt me
I used to be more carefree than now
I'm managing to manage you alright but
I keep feeling like I'm missing out
On both sides of the coin, I'm caught between my
Want to be with you and as myself
