If I Ever Find Home

I wanna know what it felt like Kissing her just days after me I wanna know what it feels like Loving her in the absence of me You're the tingling in my bones The little footprints in the snow You were a light leading me home 'Til you left me on the side of the road Now I don't know if I'll ever find home Think about it at nighttime Feel like a second choice recently And you look like you don't even mind Living life in the absence of me You're the tingling in my bones The little footprints in the snow You were a light leading me home 'Til you left me on the side of the road Now I don't know if I'll ever find home Still at the stage of wondering how to get you back It's gon' be a while before I can love like that Love like that, love like that You're the tingling in my bones The little footprints in the snow You were a light leading me home 'Til you left me on the side of the road Now I don't know when I wiped you off my phone But you haven't called, so I guess you wouldn't know Like I don't know if I'll ever find home