ghosted my therapist

I'm twenty something and I think I need a refund Stay up all night so I can binge a couple seasons I've got friends who never call me, take my meds with my iced coffee I slept forever but I still can't seem to wake up Was feeling ugly so i gave myself a haircut I scrolled for a couple hours past my ex and baby showers Tell me why It feels like I can't ever get it right You could say it's my fault Stubborn like a deadbolt Bad at taking advice I crashed my car and can't pay for it The universe won't take my messages I have to say at 24 I thought I'd know a little more than this Maybe i shouldn't have ghosted my therapist Maybe i shouldn't have ghosted my therapist Thought it'd be easy but my vision board is way off Graduated college now I wanna quit my day job Writing songs don't pay my bills yet, least I know my mom will listen (Love you mom) Tell me why It feels like I can't ever get it right You could say it's my fault Stubborn like a deadbolt Bad at taking advice I crashed my car and can't pay for it The universe won't take my messages I have to say at 24 I thought I'd know a little more than this Maybe i shouldn't have ghosted my therapist Maybe i shouldn't have ghosted my therapist Tell me why It feels like I can't ever get it right You could say it's my fault Stubborn like a deadbolt Bad at taking advice I crashed my car and can't pay for it The universe won't take my messages I have to say at 24 I thought I'd know a little more than this Maybe i shouldn't have ghosted my therapist Maybe i shouldn't have ghosted my therapist Maybe i shouldn't have ghosted my therapist