I'm Trying to Be My Own Friend.

I wonder if ill make past 21 I wonder if my parents think that I'm important I wonder if my exes think about me often I wonder If I ever knew what I could love I wonder if blew my chances up above I wonder If I'll ever really be enough I'm trying to be my own friend Cause I know that Ill be with myself Until the very end Until the very end I wonder what's like to drink and smoke cigars Or pass out in the grass on a strangers yard Or how it feels to get high and look at the stars I wonder what's it like to give someone my heart In fear that person could just tear it all apart I wonder if Ill ever really come apart I'm trying to be my own friend Cause I know that Ill be with myself Until the very end I'm trying to be my own friend Cause I know that Ill be with myself Until the very end Until the very end I let you go Please come back I want a chance To start over Cause I know this can't be all over I wonder if ill make past 21 I wonder if my parents think that I'm important I wonder if my exes think about me often I wonder If I ever knew what I could love I wonder if blew my chances up above I wonder If I'll ever really be enough I'm trying to be my own friend Cause I know that Ill be with myself Until the very end I'm trying to be my own friend Cause I know that Ill be with myself Until the very end Until the very end I let you go Please come back I want a chance To start over Cause I know this can't Be all over