Lacking

Edging away from the precipice Shaking off shackles that connect me to the past Reaching out for hands that brush my fingers Lacking the momentum to escape Why was it so hard To deviate from this destructive behaviour? Humbled by the empathy of others Patience, so much greater than mine Avoiding the crux of the problem Blinded by my fear of the unknown Desperate to get back to the trail I keep on grinning Keep on grinning Keep on grinning I've come too far to fail I move ahead and Keep on grinning Keep on grinning Something's got to give I've reached the bottom Of the barrel I'll keep my head and It might be time to leave you Emotional but open to reason Unable to change this on my own Incapable and all out of energy Yes, I'm sceptical But to doubt is my nature I'm over the worst of This torrid experience Worn out and resigned Open to your influence Guide me to the exit Be my salvation It's far from over It's far from over I won't lose control Must have control Will take control Won't stop and I won't lose control Must have control Will take control Won't stop and I won't lose control Must have control Will take control Won't stop and I won't lose control Must have control Will take control Won't stop and I won't lose control Must have control Will take control Will take it all Change is on the horizon Change is on the horizon I'll take it back