My Ugly

Please forgive my ugly I Should've picked to be born more lovely I Should've picked a face That would've more easily won a place For me in your heart rent-free Please forgive my dimensions I just should've designed myself for your bad intentions I just should've picked a form That would've made good mental porn For all of your odd fantasies I don't care if it hurts me I wanna be worthy The world to be thirsty for me I will grind night and day Like a cosmetic slave 'Til you're six feet down bad for me Please forgive my ugly I Should've picked to be born more lovely I Should've picked a face That would've more easily won a place For me in your heart rent free And please forgive me my depression I just should've disguised the pain, plain with deception And made sure you never see Any ugly from me I know the pain it can bring What a lovely desire To require the approval Of strangers I know I'll never see But nonetheless I will grind night and day Like a cacophobic slave 'Til you're six leagues down bad for me Don't my looks just say "Hey, I'm a winner at the game Ice up in my veins Skip my resume, irrelevant"? And don't you get the feeling "They must be poggers at the game Elect 'em, just look at their face, age, weight, and elegance"? 'Cause if I've learned anything that pays Stay safe inside the cage, babe save face That's where I'll put my wager (Please...) Please, forgive my ugly, I Should've picked to be born more lovely, I Should've picked a face That would've more easily won a place For me in your heart rent free