Echos

I let myself go I thought I lost it all Nevermind Feeling free I can see no eyes that can recognize I reached the highest mountains I'm even deaf to my echo I'm suffering from the weight of the sky Walking in the desert Sun rays burning the skin The heat is growing from inside However I never felt that alive I always suspected that it was in me Hidden for years, deeper than the ocean Maybe that's what it was intended That I found it pushing my limits, my devotion Floating in the sea, almost drowning Feeling the water seeping in my lungs Was I to young The air is starting to be scarce Then I get back to the surface Coughing and trying to breath And I felt the wind on my face I never felt that alive, not even scared I let myself go I thought I lost it all Nevermind Feeling free I can see no eyes that can recognize I've reached the highest mountain I'm even deaf to my echo I'm suffering from the weight of the sky I saw my mouth spitting dust My eyes crying oil My body sweating blood My dead hands paying for lust When the fuck will it end I'm sick of the wait When the fuck will it end What is growing, is that hate I was used to watch my steps Walking on the thorns, on the smoldering coal To finally get hurt by the wall of existence, standing on the path Bricks after bricks, I hammered Feeling the light seeping through the holes Warming my hopes My chains I hammered Set me free I'm not afraid of the clouds anymore Rain will hide my tears in a torrent I had to break my fingers on this wall, but I warrant It set me free I let myself go I thought I lost it all Nevermind Feeling free I can see no eyes that can recognize I reached the hig-hest mountain I'm even deaf to my echo I'm suffering from the weight of the sky I let myself go I let myself go