All of This Will End

Inside my cage I watch the clouds Getting angry, turning dark and raining down I let my fingers run, I want to turn my brain off Want to turn my shame to dust Nobody hears me, now I'm talking to myself I'm talking to God or something I don't want anything to do with magic And back then I had it Forgiving and sacred You ask me what I think about this Is there even a reason for it? I don't have answers, no one does I've been finding comfort in that There's only love There's only moving through and trying your best Sometimes it's not enough Who gives a fuck All of this will end Don't forget All of this will end I'm out of body, I am idle in the kitchen, biting on my fingernails Keeping from calling, feeling scared of everyone I thought I knew I'm only loving, only moving through and trying my best Sometimes it's not enough, but I'm still real and I forgive