Trauma

I'll tell you what motherfucker I've been on my own every day since youth I carried your shit like a heavy weight, like a rotten tooth I bared the burden of a cowardly heart, of an empty word I've felt responsible for a life too long and it's me that's hurt You never called me when I needed your help, when I needed love I guess this thing is only one sided, now it's nothing, done! I pulled myself out of the gutter; I'll always remember your absence I'm sick to fuck of your excuses and this dynamic I'm exhausted being unable to express how you've fucked me up For fear you might put a rope around your neck But it's a curse you've put upon me, you're grafted to my skin I feel like you're bound to me, forever an unwanted limb Where the hell were you when I cried my little eyes to sleep? When I didn't know where I'd fuckin' live? You left me alone even though I'd always looked after you I'll never forget, I'll never forgive! I've watched you break every promise you've made so don't make them And I've felt the fall out; you can't help it You're just a fuck up through and through and I've been your cheerleader I've given you the benefit of every doubt; who's the idiot now? Trauma! Thanks for the trauma! Thanks for the trauma! Thanks for the trauma! Trauma, trauma!