You're the Reason

Well I woke up again On the wrong side of bed Cigarette Butts Curling in my head I don't wanna go to school and I Don't wanna Sing You're the reason I can't have nice things Need somebody who knows Who will empathise With all of the drama Going on in my life I'm so far away from home and my Arm's in a sling You're the reason I can't have nice things You're cutting me open You're twisting my knots Begging to show me What it is I haven't got I'm not gonna comfort you For being stupid and mean You're the reason I can't have nice things Even when I'm happy Even when I'm fine Can't shake the feeling That I'll keep Casually losing my mind Well I woke up again In yesterdays clothes Gonna wear them again Hoping that nobody notices me The body is willing But the spirit is weak You're the reason I can't have nice things