Turpentine

I crossed the tracks I crossed the line I doused my heart with turpentine It stings a bit I must admit Too many coats but none that fit I've been squared (?) I've been around I've been everywhere I've been upside down By slight of hand Heart of (?) Damned to leave But born to the end? It's a solitary fare It's a feast for thieves When you dance with the devil You don't waltz for free no Hold me to the fire I weep and will? I'll scar the earth with the tears I spill Brick by brick Wall by wall Make my (?) call with a wrecking ball Stuck in the middle Between fire and ice Don't look like heaven waiting on either side Mark my wicked heart in this rickety cage It ticks out of time it feels off its age I'll curse my blessings I'll curse them twice I'll file my nails and gouge out my eyes I see the light In a different shade Won't fear the night when it's black as day no I crossed the tracks I crossed the line I doused my heart with turpentine I crossed the tracks I crossed the line I doused my heart with turpentine