In My Arms

A double line on the bathroom floor A kind of joy I'd never felt before I had so many plans for you The kind of news you never want to hear The doctors say that you won't make it here I had so many plans for you Nothing prepares, nothing prepares you for this And I didn't know that I could hurt like this How could something so small Leave such a big scar Is it selfish of me now To wish I'd never felt this pain Didn't even know your name So I'll hold you in my heart Even though I should be Holding you in my arms A quiet drive on the way back home There's no words that can fill this hole I had so many plans for you There's pretty flowers showing at our door Wish you could see how you were already adored I had so many plans for you Nothing prepares, nothing prepares you for this And I didn't know that I could hurt like this How could something so small Leave such a big scar Is it selfish of me now To wish I'd never felt this pain Didn't even know your name So I'll hold you in my heart Even though I should be Holding you in my arms Nothing prepared, nothing prepared me for this God I didn't know that I could hurt like this How could something so small Leave such a big scar Oh please Heaven help me now I know there's purpose in the pain And God knows your name So I'll hold you in my heart Even though I wish You were right here in my arms