Self-Destruct

So why do I fall

For all my faults?

If I don't feel like dying (Dying)

I pull out the pin, I self-destruct

I feel my scars and still I don't learn

You watch me burn inside a fire I set

I guess I've been holding on to every broken promise

That I've ever made

So why do I fall for all of my faults?

If I don't feel like dying it shouldn't be this hard

It's under my skin, feel it in my bones

If I don't feel like trying (Trying), I pull out the pin, I self-destruct

I fall apart, I see no return

I've come to terms with the other side that's waiting patient

And I can't break the cycle, what's the point?

Everything I touch ends up destroyed

I hold on to anything I can

To fill the void, and it's a mess, but

I guess I've been holding on to every broken promise

That I've ever made

So why do I fall for all of my faults?

If I don't feel like dying it shouldn't be this hard

It's under my skin, feel it in my bones

If I don't feel like trying (Trying), I pull out the pin, I self-destruct

I leave the venom inside, forever will lie

Keep the same energy, dead or alive

I cut it off, fucking lost, but it's done to myself

I lay exploded, never calling for help

So why do I fall for all of my faults?

If I don't feel like dying it shouldn't be this hard

It's under my skin, feel it in my bones

If I don't feel like trying (Dying), I pull out the pin, I self-destruct

I self-destruct