Over It

I'm addicted to the pain That I've created for myself Alone and on the outside Always trying to be someone else This weight on my shoulders Where did I go wrong My soul is so cold And I hate what I've become If I don't find a way, is it over If I don't blame myself is it gone All of this time I've wasted Or will I make it out From under this world before it falls I'm over it all (I'm over it all) I'll admit that I'm ashamed 'Cause I've been lying to myself My throne is rusted from the years of living in this hell I take so much shit Is this where I belong My heart is so charred and I hate what I've become If I don't find a way is it over If I don't blame myself is it gone All of this time I've wasted Or will I make it out from under this world before it falls I'm over it I can feel the walls closing in on me And I can see the sun changing turning gray It's all coming down on me If I don't find a way is it over (If I don't find a way) If I don't blame myself is it gone (Is it gone?) All of this time I've wasted Or will I make it out From under this world before it falls I'm over it all I'm over it