Out Of My Hands

It's hard being me

I never say what I mean

I'm sitting, staring at the wall

Checking my messages

I'm scrolling and refreshing

Oh I'm human after all

Oh, momma always said

There would be ones like you

Oh, hearts are gonna do what they wanna do

They wanna do

I know

I know I shouldn't want you but it's out of my hands

Out of my hands

I try

I'm trying to forget you but I know that I can't

It's out of my hands

I could fight it off

I could lie right through my teeth

But the love, but the love you're giving me

Won't let me be

So I'm wide awake

Cause every time I try to sleep

I can't get you out of my head

I can't

It's out of my hands

This roller coaster of emotions

I know I shouldn't tell you how I feel

So next time we talk

I'll keep my tongue tied in a knot

The more I say the more it's real

Oh, momma always said

There would be ones like you

Oh, hearts are gonna do what they wanna do

They wanna do

I know

I know I shouldn't want you but it's out of my hands

Out of my hands

I try

I'm trying to forget you but I know that I can't

It's out of my hands

I could fight it off

I could lie right through my teeth

But the love, but the love you're giving me

Won't let me be

So I'm wide awake

Cause every time I try to sleep

I can't get you out of my head

I can't

It's out of my hands