It was 2016
So convinced you mean what you say
When you're with me
Now I need fixing
Then it's 2018
Working every day to not let
All this phase me
But I feel crazy
I don't wanna think about it
I don't like that I haven't been myself without it
I don't wanna beat around it
Tell the truth to me, baby
I would do it all so different
Can't believe I let you walk when I saw you slippin'
I don't wanna talk, but listen
I still need you
I've been up for weeks now
Remembering to forget how
You gave me the benefit of the doubt
Knowing how it really went down
Now you are blocked and deleted
I can't stand to know you or see it
Knew that when my head and heart separated
You were the one in between 'em
It was 2020
Now we're all inside and you jump
Back in my thoughts
And it's all too much
2023 now
And I'm writing this song but I wish I wasn't
Wish I felt nothing
I don't wanna think about it
I don't like that I haven't been myself without it
I don't wanna beat around it
Tell the truth to me, baby
I would do it all so different
Can't believe I let you walk when I saw you slippin'
I don't wanna talk, but listen
Just listen
I've been up for weeks now
Remembering to forget how
You gave me the benefit of the doubt
Knowing how it really went down
Now you are blocked and deleted
I can't stand to know you or see it
Knew that when my head and heart separated
You were the one in between 'em
What could I have done
To make your feet stand your ground
Safe so you don't run
Say anything I need you now
I don't wanna be
70 and full of regret
Baby you and me
How can you not see it yet
I've been up for weeks now
Remembering to forget how
You gave me the benefit of the doubt
Knowing how it really went down
Now you are blocked and deleted
I can't stand to know you or see it
Knew that when my head and heart separated
You were the one in between 'em
