Knee Deep

I'm a people pleaser A true believer Follow the leader You're golden retriever Ooo I never speak up That's my procedure So if I try to be fair don't believe me Everyone got a song and a hassle Every party involved got an anthem Everyone's got a problem to handle I get paid off the debts and the ransoms Got my gold medal, Took my deal with the devil So if I try to be fair don't believe me So let's not talk about it It's no one's fault I don't got much without it It's not my call I think so much about it It fucks me up I found a way around it It got me stuck- I'll be over there In the corner Tryna play it fair Don't believe me I do what I wanna What feels right Every time It's never easy, do it til I'm Knee deep In it, knee deep in it I can't quit it, I'm mixed up widdit Knee deep in it knee deep in it I can't quit it I'm addicted, mixed up Got my gold medal took my deal with the devil Got my gold medal took my deal with the devil Talk about it It's no one's fault (it's not my fault that I'm like this) I don't got much without it It's not my call (keep looking for a way to quit) I think so much about it It fucks me up (don't talk about my grievances) I found a way around it It got me stuck- (instead I shut my mouth and plead the fifth) I'll be over there (over there) In the corner (where it's warmer) Tryna play it fair (you know I care) Don't believe me I do what I wanna What feels right Every time (my hands are tied) It's never easy, do it til I'm Knee deep in it, knee deep in it I can't quit it, I'm mixed up widdit Knee deep in it knee deep in it I can't quit it I'm addicted, mixed up I think I'm in too deep This place gives me the creeps It takes pieces of me Til I'm bent out of shape, til I'm weak in the knees