Fast Tracking My Collapse

Pushing up against a burden so massive

With eyes unopened, I'm nothing but static

Keep giving myself away, until nothing else remains

But the question of what might have been

(What might have been)

How much further can I take this?

Every time I try to catch myself

I keep falling down again

So sick of living in somebody else's skin

I keep stalling

I'm sleepwalking

Plucking at strands

Caught in the clutches of an intervening hand

Oblivious until it's already come to pass

And I'm fast-tracking my collapse

Just another grain of sand in the hourglass

Every time I try to catch myself

I keep falling down again

So sick of living in somebody else's skin

I keep stalling

I'm sleepwalking

I can't continue wasting time

This masochistic pantomime is draining me

I crave release

I am ready

I could be so much more

Losing every aspect of myself

My bounds are tightened when I dare to call for help

It's no use

I keep falling

Down into the dark

Every time I try to catch myself

I keep falling

(I keep falling)

Every time I try to catch myself

I keep falling down again

So sick of living in somebody else's skin

I keep stalling

I'm sleepwalking

Every time I try to catch myself

I keep falling, I keep falling

So sick of living in somebody else's skin

I keep stalling

I'm sleepwalking

How much further can I take this?

I'm sleepwalking