Alot On My Mind

Yeah, fuck all this pain, got a lot on my mind, yeah I got a lot on my mind, yeah I gotta make it, I know it takes time Know it takes time Fuck all this pain, got a lot on my mind I gotta make it, I know it takes time Was gone for a minute, I'm back on my grind I got me a rider, I swear she a dime Brand new frank, left the old me behind This new version of me, feel like I'm in my prime Tried to tell that lil' bitch that I'm one of a kind Put my trust in some bitches, but they kept on lying Yeah, they kept on lyin' to me Like I ain't the realest one up on they team I had to let every girl that I fuck with know that she could never come before the green I'll give her the world, I promise there's no better I really just gotta stay, getting cheddar Said if you ride for me, I'm bout whatever You and me, we on a whole different level Put you're trust in me baby I won't let you down Your homegirls really thinkin' I'm a clown They just mad cause you ain't the type to get around We could travel the world, baby, how does it sound I'm trying to go to a island where we could go deep in the water and still see the ground I'm trying to get out the country, I've been in a tone Man I'm just tryna get out of town I really never had the time to travel because all I know is to keep on dribbling I really never had the time to travel because I know I got to stay on my pivot I got a story, but that shit explicit Came from the trenches, I feel like I miss it I just been gamblin' all of my life, I ain't scared to put bread on the table I risk it Rule number one this for all of my niggas Who don't show emotion, keep it to they self Never put trust in a bitch, or break down In her face She just gon' have you cryin' for help She gon' look at you different, the love gon' melt It's a different type of pain I ain't never felt All I'm gon' say is that shit cut me deep You don't even know half of the pain that you dealt Rule number two this for all of my women that Claim that they want a real man but ain't ready I know it's okay to put all of the weight on our shoulders, but sometimes shit get heavy Got my heart feelin' cold, man, it feel like a yeti What you did to me, baby, that shit was petty I know that you know I'm a playboy, shawty So I'ma just keep on countin' this fetty Rule number three, this shit for me I had a vision that you couldn't see I was tryna make it out for the both of us baby I wasn't just grindin' for me Why you do that to me, I thought we was a team We was just gettin' better, least that's what it seemed I'm sorry I could've did better to show you I appreciate you way more than you think But I never had a girl that made me question am I worth it Without no question, if I had it, you'd be in a Birkin You really did that shit to me and then you started smirkin' Fell in love with you too deep and now I got my feelings hurtin' I just wanna know, I just wanna know what can I do, yeah I'm just sittin' here thinkin' of you Don't know what to do, girl, I'm feelin' confused cause Cause I, I really love you but I feel I have to let go, let go I cannot feel this pain no more Heart drop to the floor I can't do this anymore I don't want answers no more But I'm hurtin', I'm hopin' you pick up the phone