This isn't over in my head
I'm trying to make it stop
But I can't put these tiresome thoughts to bed
In my kaleidoscopic mind
Rumination paints a picture neither you nor I designed
My transition is incomplete
I'm so green with envy
I've become the ground beneath your feet
The colour always turns to red
Now a dagger dangles over me
And it's hanging by a thread
The closer we became
The more I longed to love you from afar
I cut you out and it left a scar
I built you up to be unreal
Now I'll build a wall around myself to hide the way I feel
If you get close enough to me
I'll try to own you
But you can't put a price on someone who is free
I want you to myself and I've become consumed by my own greed
I have an ego to feed
And I only want you to be happy if you're happy here with me
That's the fuel for my jealousy
And it makes me dangerous company
You may wish to stay away from me
You may wish to stay away from me
Yeah, you may wish to stay away
Yeah, you just may
