Dancing Round My Problems

I'm not bipolar I just have a hard time being Consistently happy or sad So maybe I am I don't really know yet In the blink of an eye One minute I'm fine Then I'm ghosting my friends When I get depressed But I've been scared to see a therapist So I'll stay blissfully as ignorant Dancing 'round my problems Dodging 'cause I'm scared that I'm the problem That nobody can fix And if I tried to I'd let everyone down So I've been Dancing 'round my problems Ooh I get over ambitious And make stupid decisions That I know I'll just be sorry for 'Cause I'm afraid of being bored Couldn't say that it isn't But I'm a little suspicious How my moods can swing me back and forth Is this anyone else's norm? 'Cause I don't wanna make a deal of it So I'll stay blissfully as ignorant Dancing 'round my problems Dodging 'cause I'm scared that I'm the problem That nobody can fix And if I tried to I'd let everyone down With all my highs And all my lows If I'm so blind to letting go With all my highs And all my lows Afraid I might lose control If I keep dancing 'round my problems Dodging 'cause I'm scared that I'm the problem Nobody can fix And if I tried to I'd let everyone down