Numb

Looking in the eyes of a broken dream Another new plan torn at the seams And I don't know if it's all been me Or someone else pulling at my strings Living everyday like it's on repeat Another played out dead end routine Stuck in place as the walls close in Plotting out my escape again Crawling my way from a prison cell No one can save me but myself I know there's something more that I'm missing (Hoping to find my place somewhere) Staring right into the sun Looking for the ending before it's begun I just need a reason to bleed It feels like my heart's going numb Heart's going numb I'm losing my place when I gave it all It's pushing my back up against the wall When it takes everything to survive It's hard enough just to feel alive Every new scar that I try to hide I need a way out, but I'm out of time I know there's something holding me here at the bottom (Hoping to find my place somewhere) Staring right into the sun Looking for the ending before it's begun I just need a reason to bleed It feels like my heart's going numb Heart's going numb The hues quickly change in my eyes Kaleidoscope visions invade my mind Leaving perception behind Going blind now Turn the lights out Turn the lights out as it fades to black now I can't breathe, help me crawl my way back out This silence keeps screaming so loud Going blind now, turn the lights out! Staring right into the sun Looking for the ending before it's begun I just need a reason to bleed It feels like my heart's going numb Feels like my heart's going numb Staring right into the sun (staring right into) Looking for the ending before it's begun (the ending before it's begun) I just need a reason to bleed It feels like my heart's going numb Heart's going numb