Tunnel Vision (feat. Bibi Bourelly)

I, I think you're captivating

I, I, I think you're captivating

I, I, I think you're captivating

Yeah, it's not the time to pump these brakes

I don't care how much I love her or how much money that I've made

That wasn't the goal, it never was, I'm tryna see what my zenith is

What it looks like to believe in strength in all of my weaknesses

Inconveniences are hurdles, discipline jumps over

I wanna see how it feels to do twelve months sober

I wanna feel self-love without the vanity

I wanna feel what it be likе to give a Grammy speech

I wanna see exactly how far I can take this indеpendent thing

How high can I fly if I just learn how to extend my wings?

What would it be like to be patient? This is a me thing

What would it be like to stop shamin' myself to victory?

So when I win it doesn't feel defeating, that's why I'm leaving

I'm seekin' constant improvement

I don't have kids, but I fostered a movement

The journey's the treasure, if I ain't movin', I'm losin', for real

I've been

Pridin' myself on all of my patience

Pridin' myself on all of my diligence

Pridin' myself on all of my curiosity

I know I'ma get far if I work hard (Get far)

Givin' shit up that I fuckin' love to death

When we called it quits, I was a fuckin' mess

But I gotta stick to my decision

Got that tunnel vision, baby

Yeah, if I give up on myself, that's givin' up on the universe

In return, it gave up on me, no more signs, no more new alerts

I be haunted by, "What if I went after what I wanted?"

Daydreaming 'bout that nightmare is what prompted

Me to keep it goin', I'm determined to see

What life would look like as the best version of me

I want a body that look sculpted like a statue

I wanna not respond to everything if I don't have to

I wanna heal the trauma from my childhood, I'm pissed off

I wanna learn to snap less and use Wim Hof

I wanna celebrate myself instead of waitin' for others

I wanna be a better friend, better son, better brother

I wanna stop thinkin' that I gotta go through hell

To get the credit I desperately need to give to myself

Across the board, I wanna see what my best is (Yeah)

I wanna prove it to myself that I can get this tunnel vision

I've been

Blinders on

Pridin' myself on all of my patience

Pridin' myself on all of my diligence

Pridin' myself on all of my curiosity

I know I'ma get far if I work hard (Get far)

Givin' shit up that I fuckin' love to death

When we called it quits, I was a fuckin' mess

But I gotta stick to my decision

Got that tunnel vision, baby