Destroy Myself (Avoid Myself Orchestral Version)

I avoid myself I destroy myself I, I need help I cannot fight this alone Only get so far on your own I, I need you now I've got a drive for destruction I'll surely die in the wrecking of my life I'll need your help to survive I avoid myself I destroy myself I, I need help I've spent so long in the dark Convinced this is my only path But I see now I've got drive for destruction I'll surely die in the wrecking I've got a drive for destruction I don't wanna die in the wrecking of my life I'll need your help to survive I'll need your help to survive I'll need your help to survive I've got a drive for destruction I'll surely die in the wrecking I've got a drive for destruction I don't wanna die in the wrecking of my life I'll need your help to survive I'll need your help to survive