Scared to Be Happy

They say when you break up you break up two times The first when you leave, the last time you cry I haven't cried over you in a while now But that's not to say you with her didn't hurt Hundreds of nightmares, I ran through the worst Breaking old habits, learning not to need you I could see a whole life we're together And you took it from it, gave it all away to her And, damn, it hurt So why now that I'm moving on am I sad to let go? And why now that I'm letting go am I scared to be happy? Maybe it's 'cause I know you won't be the one I call When I'm stuck in traffic after hours, someone's cut me off No, I don't need you in those moments anymore I should wanna party but that means I'm moving on forever And I've thrown away everything we used to be No, I'm not ready to admit that I don't need you anymore I could see a whole life we're together But you took it from it, gave it all away to her Damn, it hurt I used to love you so hard that to lose you would be impossible But I guess I've proven me wrong And damn, I'm strong So why now that I'm moving on am I sad to let go? And why now that I'm letting go am I scared to be happy? So why now that I'm moving on am I sad to let go? And why now that I'm letting go am I scared to be happy? They say when you break up you break up two times The first when you leave, the last time you cry I haven't cried over you in a while now